Life , Give me something to be happy about .

Gahhhhhhhhhhh . I need true friends . TRUE friends . Friends that thinks of you first . Being closest to you . Feels you every time . Be there for you no matter when . Bring you up when you fall into the deepest shits ever . Not throw a rock down and say hah in your face . But where could I find such ? . . .
Yes . I do got friends . But not close friends , who I feel absolutely safe talking to them whatever shits and have any of the above . Haish . Not naming or saying anyone in particular anyway .

It's raining right now . The night is lonely . I'm lonely . But who's here for me . Who ?

I need someone to talk to .