Everything Has Changed.

Okay I know I said that the previous post would actually be the last blog post until 23 October . Which is like almost 19 days from now but I seriously can't take it ah ! I've the urge and itch to blog until I can't take it and I'm here blogging again . Haha .
Okay lah I know I've been posting quite a lot of sloppy emo blog post . I will try to make this post a bright and nice one !
Haha so today basically is my last official school days . I'll still probably go back school for extra lessons and my N'Levels examinations . But thats all like extra uh . So i'm probably not gonna stay in school and lepak and whatever anymore ! Haha . No more chance for that . Unless I'm coming back to Secondary 5 which is like less than 50% . Oh well haha . Wanted to actually lepak my last few moments together but well . People are just too busy for me . Nevermind then .
So 4 years just actually passed like that . Okay If I actually goes on talking about my 4 years I'll take me like the whole night to write and I wouldn't have time to actually revise already so yeah . I promise I will do one post when I've finished my examinations about my whole 4 year in Woodlands Ring Secondary School ! :)
Okay . So yeah actually I just wanted to talk about how my life have actually dramatically changed a lot last year compared to this year .
So yeah I do still have friends last year but those very close which will like whatsapp EVERYDAY is only like 1 or 2 ? And if I ever lose them I'll have nobody else left and thats what actually happened earlier on this year where I could totally feel no friends love at all . Until June where because of somethings I got closer to some people and then everything just actually became part of my life . So I actually got quite used to have them in my everyday life , staying in school , talking everyday . It's just like , my life rely on them and their life rely on mine . Even if theres nothing else to do we'll still stay together finding things to do together . It's just like . Together . Until earlier on August when things started going hay wired and yeah quarrels here and there and some serious ones that actually stop this habit of staying together after school . And yeah even though after that we reconciled back but yeah . It just isn't the same anymore . Things just isn't as close as before when everything just seems together . Together is actually the word . So yeah . Theres like no more chance now to actually stay together after school and all so it's really a pity but yeah . Things just gonna be lost when people don't cherish it .  So yeah . It's really like a major dramatic change . How my life last year and how I never ever thought that my life would be like this right now .
Probably I'm gonna lost some friends as time goes on . Just gotta live with it . It's like okay . This always happens to me when I'm like wanting to be so much of a person's life and then I'm only a little part of it where I totally can't take it and I'm just gonna be like oh fuck this shit fuck that then I'm just gonna let you go . And previously I could actually let it go as time goes by however this time . :'( .
Things just isn't that easy this time . It's been more than a month and its really really really hard to actually let go of somebody who is actually your life. Especially when they always come back when you're about to give up and then when you're all up on hopes , they left again.
Well okay I said I didn't wanted to put this blog post like all those previous moody emo post so okay let's talk about something cheerful !
So today we had like Blessing Day 2 ! For our NA level . It actually starts at 8:45 so we had like first 45 mins as Physics lesson . We just did worksheet and all uh . Blessing Day 2 was just like normal briefing or you call it assembly . It's just talkings and talkings by different people to motivate us to make good use of our time and do our best for our examinations ! It's like yeah . Haha . Did the rally and all . Huat Ah all the way ! HAHA . Then Mrs Kok then again bought for us Ah Huat white coffee to huat us all the way for our examinations . Haha . So after that we need to rearrange our class room for examinations use . Then it's recess time ! Actually we can go home also lah but yeah it's our normal recess time and Ms Siti had ordered for us food ! haha . Ate already slack around for awhile . Then went to Admiralty with Shanice & Shi Hui to food court . Sat there , took some photos and then talk for a while . Actually talk for hours haha . Went home at around 1+ . Yeah . Reach home tired and all . Nothing much about it too ! Haha . JUST HERE TO MOTIVATE ANYBODY THAT IS READING THIS RIGHT NOW TO ACTUALLY HEYY ITS GOOD TO BE READING MY BLOG BUT DON'T FORGET TO REVISE FOR YOUR EXAMINATIONS TOO BE IT N LEVELS OR O LEVELS OR EVEN END OF YEAR EXAMINATIONS ! HAHA . ALL THE BEST . DO NOT GIVE UP TILL YOU'VE GIVEN YOUR BEST ! HAHA . IF YOU EVER NEED A STUDY PROBABLY YOU CAN CALL ME IF YOU KNOW MY NUMBER . I MEAN WHATSAPP LAH I DONT LIKE ANSWERING CALL LOL . I'M LONELY OKAY . NOBODY WANT TO STUDY WITH ME . HAHA . I've actually got a free Birthday Cake @ Starbucks . So it'll be good if you're willing to go and have it with me ! HAHA . Joking . LOL . okay I'm probably gonna end this post here . REMEMBER TO STUDY AH ! :) HAHA . Probably won't blog anymore uh . Unless I'm gonna be like itching again . But I guess probably not when examinations start . It's KimTaevin pressing the Publish button . ALLTHEBEST FOR YOUR EXAMINATIONS . :) Leaving you guys with this song which actually made me to like burst and want to let it all out when I'm listening to 987 FM .
Everything Has Changed .

All I knew this morning when I woke
Is I know something now, know something now I didn't before
And all I've seen since 18 hours ago is green eyes and freckles and your smile in the back of my mind making me feel like
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

And all my walls stood tall painted blue
But I'll take them down, take them down and open up the door for you
And all I feel in my stomach is butterflies the beautiful kind
Making up for lost time, taking flight, making me feel like

I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
All I know is you held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

Come back and tell me why
I'm feeling like I've missed you all this time
And meet me there tonight
And let me know that it's not all in my mind

I just want to know you better know you better know you better now
I just want to know you know you know you

Cause all I know is we said hello
And your eyes look like coming home
All I know is a simple name, everything has changed
All I know is he held the door
You'll be mine and I'll be yours
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed

All I know is we said hello
So dust off your highest hopes
All I know is pouring rain
And everything has changed
All I know is a new found grace
All my days, I'll know your face
All I know since yesterday is everything has changed